not really
Tom meinte, dass er nicht so recht wisse, was er kaufen solle.
Tom said that he wasn't really sure what he should buy.
Tom wusste nicht so recht, was vor sich ging.
Tom wasn't really sure what was going on.
Tom und Maria meinten, Johannes sei heute nicht so recht dazu gewillt.
Tom and Maria thought that Johannes wasn’t really willing to do it today.
Mir war nicht so recht danach zumute, Kaffee zu trinken.
I didn't really feel like drinking coffee.