what I had done
Ihr Steuermann brauchte zu lange, um zu begreifen, was ich getan hatte.
Your helmsman took too long to understand what I had done.
Niemand wird mir glauben, wie leid es mir tat, was ich getan hatte.
No one will believe how sorry I was for what I had done.
Er wußte noch, was ich getan hatte.
He still knew what I had done.