suicidal
A maior parte do tempo estava desesperado, suicida e enjoado.
Most of the time, I was desperate, suicidal, and nauseous.
— O Escafandro e a Borboleta (2007)
Com a corrida suicida para Senna tentar alguma coisa.
With the suicidal race, Senna was trying to do something.
— Senna (2010)
Queria ser escritor, mas não conseguiu escrever nada além de um bilhete suicida!
He wanted to be a writer, but he couldn’t write anything beyond a suicide note!
— 3 Idiotas (2009)