he deseado

I have wanted

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I have wanted The form “he deseado” means “I have wanted” or “I have wished”; the subject “I” is built into “he.”
SP: Siempre he deseado aprender a tocar el piano.
EN: I have always wanted to learn to play the piano.

Al decir que eras Tajomaru, he deseado que me llevaras contigo.

When you said you were Tajomaru, I wished you would take me with you.

— Rashomon (1950)

Siempre he deseado actuar en el Big Jim Colosimo's.

I've always wanted to perform at Big Jim Colosimo's.

— Chicago (2002)

Esto es lo que siempre he deseado.

This is what I’ve always wanted.

Eso es todo cuanto he deseado.

That is all I have ever wanted.

— El Paciente Inglés (1996)