если бы я знала, что

if I had known that

→ если
phrase Rare #52,557
if I had known that Used to introduce a hypothetical past condition, often followed by what the speaker would have done differently. «Знала» indicates a female speaker.
RU: Если бы я знала, что будет дождь, я бы взяла зонт.
EN: If I had known it would rain, I would have taken an umbrella.

Если бы я знала, что все будет так, я бы никогда не забеременела.

If I had known things would turn out this way, I never would have gotten pregnant.

— Элитный отряд (2007)