he deseado

I have wished for

→ haber
phrase Rare #28,504
I have wished for First-person singular present perfect of desear, used for something the speaker has wanted or wished for.
SP: Siempre he deseado conocer España.
EN: I have always wished to visit Spain.

Siempre he deseado actuar en el Big Jim Colosimo's.

I've always wanted to perform at Big Jim Colosimo's.

— Chicago (2002)

Al decir que eras Tajomaru, he deseado que me llevaras contigo.

When you said you were Tajomaru, I wished you would take me with you.

— Rashomon (1950)

Y siempre he deseado poder vivir cómo una de esas flores del campo.

And I have always wished I could live like one of those wildflowers.

— El cuento de la princesa Kaguya (2013)

Eso es todo cuanto he deseado.

That is all I have ever wanted.

— El paciente inglés (1996)

Esto es lo que siempre he deseado.

This is what I’ve always wanted.