I, who have to
Am I the one who needs to be zen?
Ici, c'est moi qui dois rendre des comptes.
Here, I’m the one who has to answer for it.
— Pixote, la loi du plus faible (1980)
C'est toujours moi qui dois me faire pardonner.
It's always me who has to make amends.
C'est moi qui dois te demander pardon.
It is I who must ask your forgiveness.