non riesco nemmeno a

I can't even

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I can't even Used with an infinitive to say that you are unable to do something, emphasizing that the task seems especially difficult or impossible. The verb riuscire changes with the subject and tense, while nemmeno means “even” or “not even.”
IT: Non riesco nemmeno a concentrarmi.
EN: I can't even concentrate.

Io non riesco nemmeno a pensarci.

I can’t even think about it.

Non riesco nemmeno a pensarci.

I can’t even think about it.

Non riesco nemmeno a immaginarlo.

I can't even imagine it.

Non riesco nemmeno a vederlo!

I can't even see it!

— Demon Slayer - Il treno Mugen (2020)